The love of my lifeI am blessed to be united with an admirable gentleman, my dear Bruno. We were fortunate to share the same roof, growing up side by side, which forged an unbreakable bond between us. This has made us incredibly compatible. Today we have been in a relationship for 10 years. He's my partner, my best friend, my family.
Inseparable since childhood, we’ve created countless memories and strengthened our bond over time. We work together and we share the same interests—music, games, books and art. We are passionate of medieval genre, dark fantasy and soulslike. We also share the same ideals and lifestyle. Together, we appreciate a peaceful and isolated life where we can enjoy each other’s company.
I admire him endlessly, and I truly feel like the luckiest person in the world to be loved by him so deeply. He makes me feel whole, and words simply cannot capture how perfect he is. He continually impresses me with his integrity and the remarkable maturity he has gained over time.
He has always put me first in everything, always, and that makes me feel special, loved and cared for. And I do the same for him, and I always will. We constantly support one another, completing each other in every way. Bruno’s constant presence by my side is a blessing that helps me endure this world. I couldn't live without him. We've always been together, like souls destined to never be apart, even in the face of difficulties. He makes me truly happy, and I love him eternally. That love will endure, always, even beyond my death."Solitude, just the two of us in this blissful quiet."
I wrote this sentence to him a few years ago, and this inspired the title of my visual novel. It perfectly encapsulates the sense of peace I feel when I'm with him—just the two of us. It has been this way since the very beginning. That's what I tried to demonstrate when writing this, and it became special to describe our relationship.

Personality & LifestyleI'm a introvert and deeply appreciate stillness. In solitude it's when I can fully focus on my creations and have peace of mind.
Bruno and I place great value on order and adherence to rules. For us, the absence of structure does not represent freedom, but rather a state of chaos. This is one of the reasons why we appreciate militarism and the police career. We dislike the cacophony of noise, the overall trappings of the modern world, superficiality, idolatry, and we have a strong aversion to any type of drug. I love eating melonpan and chocobiscuit, and my favorite colors are black, white, moss green, and scarlet red.When it comes to friendship, we prioritize quality over quantity. Bruno handles this in a more reserved way. He completely avoids having social media, while I still keep mine active. Although I don't like it either, I enjoy sharing my artistic side online, so I use these platforms purely as an archive for my work. I enjoy solitude, but also sharing my art. These desires often conflict. My desire to share my art comes from the fact that I always feel the need to externalize my creative side. If I don't, I feel like something essential is going to be lost over time. I want to somehow record everything I've created and that is important to me. As a result, I’ve chosen to nurture only a small circle of friends who truly align with us, they are the only ones I keep in touch with. I believe that when you have too many friendships, none of them can be truly deep.I don't align with any ideology. I have my own views. Both conservatism and progressivism follow specific agendas and I can't limit my thinking to fit into either. I also don't follow any religion, but I respect those who do. I'm just not a person of faith and wouldn't be able to live by dogmas.
I’ve reached a point where I’ve stopped caring about these things, choosing to live as isolated as possible, as far away from everything as I can—at least, as far as my work allows. I’ve detached from politics, current events, and the constant noise of the world. Nothing seems to change regardless of what’s going on out there, and I only want to focus on what truly matters to me. If I’m distant from the outside world, it’s because I’m content with my own. My biggest dream is to live outside the city, in constant silence and peace. This is why I use social media solely to archive my art—nothing more. I don’t engage with others anymore. Consuming content on these platforms only worsens my anxiety and pulls me away from what truly matters. I started to realize how repetitive and meaningless daily interactions on social media had become. A cycle of the same shallow concerns, and instead of bringing any sense of fulfillment, it only left me feeling drained. It no longer resonated with me.

Work & Hobbies

I am currently undergoing training in the field of public security (while Bruno already works in this area) and I also own a handmade clothing brand, Stein In Solitude, which is a very important work & hobby in my life.Sewing
My passion for sewing extends beyond the realm of work - it constitutes one of my favorite pastimes. I derive immense satisfaction from designing and sewing all my attire. It gives me satisfaction to have an entire wardrobe made up of pieces that I've created myself. That said, I don't buy clothes. Puffy sleeves, white, moss green, scarlet red and black, serve as the primary components that characterize my creations, taking inspiration from gothic, victorian and military.
I also enjoy sewing pieces for Bruno, my best friend and my mom, giving them handmade items brings me joy, especially since we share the same taste in clothing.
I first learned to sew from my beloved mother at the tender age of fifteen, and since then, I have been self-sufficient in producing all of my apparel. My mother is someone I admire endlessly. She raised Bruno and me in a way that no one else could ever match. Her guidance and teachings have shaped us in incredible ways, and everything I know about sewing today is thanks to her. She continues to support us without hesitation, and beyond that, she’s an extraordinary mother and woman. If I were to describe her fully, I’d run out of space. But in short, we love her beyond measure. She has a deep appreciation for Victorian era, and even after I learned to sew, she still makes clothes for me as gifts, just as I make clothes for her. It’s such a fun exchange. She's a true multidisciplinary artist, and I inherited that creative spirit from her.Illustration
I've loved drawing since I was a child, and when Bruno gifted me a drawing tablet in 2022, my skills improved significantly. Over time, I've honed my techniques and continue to study and refine them further. Currently, I'm working on the artwork for the Visual Novel I'm writing, Soliturnia. In it, my original characters Aeris Eriethil and Aranmil Eriethil play key roles as two of the main characters.Sculpting
Since 2022, I’ve been studying CGI art, creating models for games and 3D printing. I’ve sculpted realistic models of Aeris and Aranmil, inspired by myself and Bruno, using photos of our faces and clothes I designed and sewed myself in advance as reference. I also sculpted their visual novel versions, using the 2D art I created as reference. I also sculpted other original characters, such as Arabelle Araelyth, character inspired in my best friend, in the realistic version and in the VN version.Photography
I enjoy capturing my emotions through photos, wearing pieces I've created, or photographing my room, which I’ve decorated with my art and meaningful items. It’s a way for me to express my feelings while also shaping the visual identity of my clothing brand. As the model for my designs and the photographer behind every shot, I’m deeply involved in every aspect of the creative process.Brand Design
I am responsible for every aspect of my clothing brand’s design and visual identity. This includes developing the logo and all branding. I design the garments myself, take the photos, edit the images and even model for the photos, ensuring that every detail of the brand is aligned with the concept I have created.

Favorite media that Bruno and I shareGames
Soulsborne, Turn-based RPGs and dungeon crawlers in general.
The most special for us is the Dark Souls trilogy, a deeply nostalgic part of our lives. We've dedicated hundreds of hours to the Souls trilogy, replaying it every year since 2017.Books
The Lord of the Rings trilogy - since 2018; A Song of Ice and Fire - since 2018; Shakugan no Shana Light Novel since 2013.Music genre
Powermetal, Dungeon Synth, Celtic, Medieval and Renaissance music.Movies/Animes/TV series
Shakugan no Shana - since 2013; Yosuga no Sora - since 2015; The Lord of the Rings - since 2017; Game Of Thrones - since 2017.Our favorite characters
Shana & Sakai Yūji
Sora Kasugano & Haruka Kasugano
Cersei Lannister & Jaime LannisterI relate to Shana, Sora and also Cersei Lannister. I've been a devoted fan of SnS and Shana for over 12 years, and of YnS and Sora for more than 10. These characters have resonated with me on a level that goes far beyond admiration, I identify with them in nearly every way. From their appearances and complex personalities to aspects of their stories and even their romantic partners. Both Shana and Sora have strong personalities, they're devoted, passionate, and often misunderstood. Shana's fiery determination, blunt honesty, and occasional grumpiness mirror my own. Sora is introspective, emotionally intense, and fiercely loyal, even if a bit controlling at times. But she holds her love, Haruka, as her most precious treasure, something I deeply relate to in the way I feel about Bruno. I see a lot of Bruno in both Yuji, Haru and Jaime Lannister. They're kind, calm, and quietly strong, the perfect counterbalance to their partners intensity. Just like Sora and Shana with their lovers, I’ve always felt a deep connection and devotion to Bruno. We grew up together, like Sora and Haruka, sharing not only experiences but shaping our lives around each other from a young age. Another reason these two stories are so important to me is because Bruno and I have lived them side by side. We read the novels, watched the animes, and felt a shared affection that only grew over time. He sees me in Shana and Sora, and that recognition creates a shared nostalgia between us, a bridge to special memories we experienced together. We collect merch from both series, for cherishing that emotional bond and everything it represents. I’ve always connected with how Shana and Sora walk their own paths. They're self-centered in a focused way, they know what matters to them, and they give everything for that. I relate to that sense of certainty. I never needed many connections, not because I couldn't form them, but because I didn’t feel the need to, Bruno was always enough for me.
More than favorite characters, Shana and Sora are reflections of who I am, and of the life and love I share with Bruno.