The love of my lifeI am blessed to be united with an admirable gentleman, my dear Bruno. We were fortunate to share the same roof, growing up side by side, which forged an unbreakable bond between us. This has made us incredibly compatible. Today we have been in a relationship for 10 years. He's my partner, my best friend, my family.
Inseparable since childhood, we’ve created countless memories and strengthened our bond over time. We work together and we share the same interests—music, games, books and art. We are passionate of medieval genre, dark fantasy and soulslike. We also share the same ideals and lifestyle. Together, we appreciate a peaceful and isolated life where we can enjoy each other’s company.
I admire him endlessly, and I truly feel like the luckiest person in the world to be loved by him so deeply. He makes me feel whole, and words simply cannot capture how perfect he is. He continually impresses me with his integrity and the remarkable maturity he has gained over time.
He has always put me first in everything, always, and that makes me feel special, loved and cared for. And I do the same for him, and I always will. We constantly support one another, completing each other in every way. Bruno’s constant presence by my side is a blessing that helps me endure this world. I couldn't live without him. We've always been together, like souls destined to never be apart, even in the face of difficulties. He makes me truly happy, and I love him eternally. That love will endure, always, even beyond my death."Solitude, just the two of us in this blissful quiet."I wrote this sentence to him a few years ago, and this inspired the title of my visual novel. It perfectly encapsulates the sense of peace I feel when I'm with him—just the two of us. It has been this way since the very beginning. That's what I tried to demonstrate when writing this, and it became special to describe our relationship.

Personality & LifestyleI'm a introvert and deeply appreciate stillness and solitude, just with myself, or with Bruno. In solitude it's when I can fully focus on my creations and have peace of mind.
We place great value on order and adherence to rules. For us, the absence of structure does not represent freedom, but rather a state of chaos. This is one of the reasons why we appreciate militarism and the police career. We dislike the cacophony of noise, the overall trappings of the modern world, superficiality, idolatry, and we have a strong aversion to any type of drug.When it comes to friendship, we prioritize quality over quantity. Bruno handles this in a more reserved way. He completely avoids having social media, while I still keep mine active. Although I don't like it either, I enjoy sharing my artistic side online, so I use these platforms purely as an archive for my work. I enjoy solitude, but also sharing my art. These desires often conflict. My desire to share my art comes from the fact that I always feel the need to externalize my creative side. If I don't, I feel like something essential is going to be lost over time. I want to somehow record everything I've created and that is important to me. As a result, I’ve chosen to nurture only a small circle of friends who truly align with us, they are the only ones I keep in touch with. I believe that when you have too many friendships, none of them can be truly deep.I don't align with any ideology. I have my own views. Both conservatism and progressivism follow specific agendas and I can't limit my thinking to fit into either. I also don't follow any religion, but I respect those who do. I'm just not a person of faith and wouldn't be able to live by dogmas.
I’ve reached a point where I’ve stopped caring about these things, choosing to live as isolated as possible, as far away from everything as I can—at least, as far as my work allows. I’ve detached from politics, current events, and the constant noise of the world. Nothing seems to change regardless of what’s going on out there, and I only want to focus on what truly matters to me. If I’m distant from the outside world, it’s because I’m content with my own. My biggest dream is to live outside the city, in constant silence and peace. This is why I use social media solely to archive my art—nothing more. I don’t engage with others anymore. Consuming content on these platforms only worsens my anxiety and pulls me away from what truly matters. I started to realize how repetitive and meaningless daily interactions on social media had become. A cycle of the same shallow concerns, and instead of bringing any sense of fulfillment, it only left me feeling drained. It no longer resonated with me.

Work & Hobbies

I am currently undergoing training in the field of public security (while Bruno already works in this area) and I also own a handmade clothing brand, Stein In Solitude, which is a very important work & hobby in my life.Sewing
My passion for sewing extends beyond the realm of work - it constitutes one of my favorite pastimes. I derive immense satisfaction from designing and sewing all my attire. It gives me satisfaction to have an entire wardrobe made up of pieces that I've created myself. That said, I don't buy clothes. Puffy sleeves, round skirts, lace embellishments, white, moss green and black, serve as the primary components that characterize my creations, taking inspiration from gothic, victorian and military.
I also enjoy sewing pieces for Bruno, my best friend and my mom, giving them handmade items brings me joy, especially since we share the same taste in clothing.
I first learned to sew from my beloved mother at the tender age of fifteen, and since then, I have been self-sufficient in producing all of my apparel. My mother is someone I admire endlessly. She raised Bruno and me in a way that no one else could ever match. Her guidance and teachings have shaped us in incredible ways, and everything I know about sewing today is thanks to her. She continues to support us without hesitation, and beyond that, she’s an extraordinary mother and woman. If I were to describe her fully, I’d run out of space. But in short, we love her beyond measure. She has a deep appreciation for the Victorian and Gothic eras, and even after I learned to sew, she still makes clothes for me as gifts, just as I make clothes for her. It’s such a fun exchange. We also share a love for the same media—like Lord of the Rings, Game of Thrones, and Bloodborne, among others. Our mother is a true multidisciplinary artist, and I inherited that creative spirit from her.Illustration
I've loved drawing since I was a child, and when Bruno gifted me a drawing tablet in 2022, my skills improved significantly. Over time, I've honed my techniques and continue to study and refine them further. Currently, I'm working on the artwork for the Visual Novel I'm writing, Soliturnia. In it, my original characters Aeris Eriethil and Aranmil Eriethil play key roles as two of the main characters.Sculpting
Since 2022, I’ve been studying CGI art, creating models for games and 3D printing. I’ve sculpted realistic models of Aeris and Aranmil, inspired by myself and Bruno, using photos of our faces as reference, and clothes I designed and sewed myself in advance, with highly detailed textures for the skin, clothing, and hair. And a realistic model of Arabelle Araelyth, another original character, inspired by my best friend. I’ve also sculpted anime-style figures of both our OC's and characters I love.Photography
I enjoy capturing my emotions through photos, wearing pieces I've created, or photographing my room, which I’ve decorated with my art and meaningful items. It’s a way for me to express my feelings while also shaping the visual identity of my clothing brand. As the model for my designs and the photographer behind every shot, I’m deeply involved in every aspect of the creative process.Brand Design
I am responsible for every aspect of my clothing brand’s design and visual identity. This includes developing the logo and all branding. I design the garments myself, take the photos, edit the images and even model for the photos, ensuring that every detail of the brand is aligned with the concept I have created.
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Since Bruno and I do mostly everything together, he is also interested about the same artistic hobbies I have, so I teach him everything I know. He has already learned a little about sewing from me and our mother, and with what he learned he was able to make me a dress as a gift a few years ago. I am currently teaching him digital art, both in the sculpting area and illustration.

Soliturnia: just the two of us in this blissful quietSoliturnia is a visual novel I'm writing, inspired by my life and people I love.
I’ve already written a significant portion of the story and characters, and am working hard on the art and character design.
I plan to release this visual novel in 2027, but due to my limited time, it may be delayed, considering that I have two jobs: one as a seamstress/designer/administrator for my clothing store, and another as a municipal police officer. Not to mention my other art projects. Working at this visual novel project is something that demands a lot of my time considering that it's just me, writing all the characters, the whole universe, creating dialogues, drawing sprites and CG's, and programming. That's why it's kind of hard to give a firm release date, even though I'm working hard on this project.The title "Soliturnia: just the two of us in this blissful quiet" is derived from a phrase I wrote years ago for Bruno: "Solitude, just the two of us in this blissful quiet." This is also incorporated into a dialogue between Aeris and Aranmil, though the full sentence is longer:"As timeless vampires, we embraced eternity in the quiet allure of moonlit solitude. Just the two of us, in this blissful quiet."

The vampire siblings Aeris Eriethil and Aranmil Eriethil.
Aeris was inspired by myself, while Aranmil reflects my beloved Bruno. Both are our OCs (original characters) that we have in all our RPGs, but were initially created by me for my Visual Novel, Soliturnia. They represent versions of ourselves in an alternate universe. Bruno has always had a deep passion for magic, wizards and mainly, for Gandalf and Faranmir from The Lord of the Rings - Faramir had a fascination with magic, unlike his brother Boromir. That's why Aranmil is a swordsman wizard, a fusion of his admiration for the power of magic and the art of the sword. As for me, I've always been more connected to simplicity, strength and the sword, and instead of Faranmir, I've always preferred Boromir from LOTR. That's why I created Aeris as a preference for being a knight, something more direct, without many adornments, but with immense strength. Despite being vampires, Aeris and Aranmil don't use their vampiric strengths for most of the time, and they start using the magic and the sword as disguises: Aranmil, as a swordsman mage, and Aeris, as a knight.

_________________________________________________________Below are the realistic models I sculpted of our original characters, Aranmil and Aeris.
I made these models based on real-life references of me and Bruno, and on clothes I designed and sewed myself in advance - photos at: sewing tab.
It was countless hours into perfecting the body, face, and clothing textures. I created them for use in games and 3D printing.

Below is a screenshot from DS3 with my sculptures, as I also created mods, so Bruno and I could use our OC's in our favorite RPG games, such as Dark Souls.

Favorite media that Bruno and I shareGames
RPG and Souls-like games, mainly the Dark Souls series and Bloodborne. The most special for us is the Dark Souls trilogy. We've dedicated hundreds of hours to the Souls trilogy, replaying it every year since 2017. The Souls series is a deeply nostalgic part of our lives, It brings us comfort and peace.Books
The Lord of the Rings trilogy - since 2018
A Song of Ice and Fire - since 2018
Dracula - since 2023Music genre
Powermetal and Dungeon Synth.
Sonata Arctica, Blind Guardian, Rhapsody, and Kamelot are our favorites from Powermetal. If I had to define our musical taste and essence with a single song, it would be "Elizabeth I: Mirror, Mirror" by Kamelot. The lyrics explore immortality and freedom from the tyranny of time—an impossible dream we deeply relate to. While based on historical themes, we connect it more to vampirism. As for Dungeon Synth, it perfectly captures the essence of ancient times and old RPGs - everything we hold dear.Movies, TV series and Visual Novel
LoTR - since 2017
Game Of Thrones - since 2017
Yosuga No Sora - since 2015
Pingu - since childhoodOur favorite characters are Cersei and Jaime from GoT, Sora and Haruka from YnS, and Boromir and Faramir from LoTR.I relate to Cersei and Sora’s complex personalities, especially their devotion to their family. I see many similarities between Bruno and Jaime—just as Jaime would do anything for Cersei, Bruno is the same for me, always ready to support us. With Sora, I connect on a deeper level, especially since I’ve faced health struggles like anemia due to endometriosis. Also, due to my introversion, I never truly connected with anyone in high school; Bruno was the only person I had. Like Sora, I grew up with my beloved, and I feel like I don’t need anything else besides Bruno by my side. Sora and Haruka feel like our 2D counterparts. Haruka’s kind and caring, much like Bruno, while Sora is protective of him and temperamental, sometimes controlling, but always cherishing him as her greatest treasure. She’s dedicated to her ambitions, self-centered, and sincere, never doing anything just to please others. I identify with every part of Sora, from her appearance to her challenging, yet intricate personality—and also her story of growing up with her love in the same house and school, dealing with various difficulties and complications since tender age.

The pain of seeing my words and feelings reproducedI would like to open up about something I have been reporting frequently over the past few years, especially from people who follow me ( I've been sharing my art online for a long time, since mid-2017-2018 ): it is extremely uncomfortable to see people not only reposting my photos and art without my consent, but also copying and pasting everything I write.These are parts of my story and identity, created from my own feelings and experiences. And what shocks me even more is when they go so far as to copy the way I express my love for my partner, taking entire sentences, changing just a few words to suit their own situation. It makes me feel like they are taking something deeply special and turning it into something totally superficial, so that later, when my phrases have already spread online, someone ends up parachuting into my profile, and thinking that even what I myself created is all aesthetic and meaningless.This attitude reveals a lack of individuality, an inability to think independently. Personality goes far beyond appearances, and it is so frustrating to witness this type of behavior.
I am very happy to have people who admire me, but being inspired is something completely different from trying to emulate a entire life and story of someone. It is depressing when someone turn what is special and unique into a simple trendy aesthetic "copy and paste" to decorate their own profiles.My life is NOT that, and I do not want my words to become this! They are a genuine way of expressing myself, sharing what I feel, memories, everything I love.